7 weeks left.
Do I have seperation anxiety so I am making up things that annoy me or is it possible that once I was blind, but now I see? Two years ago I took a leave of abscence and - like Scarlett Ohara - railed and said "As god as my witness, I'll never *insert here* again."
I "fixed" where I lived, I "fixed" my relationships, I am "fixing" how healthy I am physically (weightwatchers & me) and now I am fixing the last dyfunctional thing in my life. well, second to last but leave RoRo out of it! kidding, kidding. . .)I'm exiting - stage left.
Is it bad? No. Do I hate the people? I don't think so. Well, I can't stand about 5 people but no one can so I think I'm ok on that front. (bad karma, whoops) Am I bitter and disenchanted? Nope. I'm simply, honestly...over it. Less then ambivilent.
I get that I'm walking away from benefits, insurance, a 401Kmatch, security, stability, a AHEM, job. But you know what? I'm thinking I'll survive.
Free at last, free at last.
2 comments:
First you were afraid, I'd say petrified. Kept thinking you'd always have FPI by your side. But you spent so many nights thinking how it might be wrong. You grew strong. You realized - you can move on!
Now life's changed - you bought a space. Doug walked in and said "why that look upon your face?". You didn't change that front door lock instead you made him his own key. Had you known so long ago he'd be there to set you free!
So now go! Walk out the door, don't turn around now - move your feet across the floor. Don't spend any nights thinking how you might be wrong - move along, just move along.
I won't charge you for my tune or advise - seeing that you'll have no income anymore!
Good luck, best wishes, masoltov,
OMG, I LOVE IT. You are so nice. I LOVE THIS!!!! I hope Kymmi Lake reads it. . .
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