Im tired. Im bone weary, feeling dizzy, feeling faint tired. I spend - each day -dizzyingly moving from task to task, with a sense of accomplishment coupled with a sense of doom.

Im tired.

It's never going to end yet I know it will.
The boys are months.
Not sleeping through the nigh, not yet 15lbs either.
I'm tired.
Tired in ways I cant articulate.
Tired that I forget words for things, tired that daily I barely hold my physical body up, moving from task to task, completing but not living.
Tired.
and angry.

Because having es last two has brought judgment on me. to me.
And if you arent working had, I dont want to hear it.

im tired.
I said Id blog and Im sneaking a minute but im sideways with exhaustion.
And tired.